y am i always feeling the same?

can i dont feel it tat way?

hais~

watever it is.

all i want is history wont happen again.

dunno y im easily committed into sth.

once committed will fall deep into it.

den will be very difficult for me to let go and give up.

if reallie i have to let go and give up.

i will be damn sad and it will hurt me alot.